I feel like a lawnmower running loose on a field and getting stuck places and hitting trees.
In this analogy i am a object of great use to some and no use to others. People see me as an inconvenience most of the time, highly annoyed when they hear me. Yet the final product ends up pretty good once im done and out of the way. That final product in my analogy is my children. I am the lawn mower and my children are the lawn properly cared for it looks nice and tidy let grow wild it looks awful but sometimes beautiful too.
My 13 year old ran away (only for about 30 mins) tonight which made me feel inadequate in my lawnmower duites. I missed a patch somewhere, uggg, or even worse did something toxic get in the yard. The world is just so ugly surrounding us, no matter the issue the root cause is the filthy MAGA that pollutes the plants and animals and humans that exsist in its wake. Every awful thing we fight about these days is fueled with pesticides and toxic waste spewing out of the mouths of every MAGAt I meet. Money, food, health care, kidnappings by ice, calling children young woman 😡, concentration camps built in the United States, threats of revoking citizenship because a person doesn’t respect the president.. everything keeps falling more and more into the “what would Hitler do” box rather than “what would Jesus do”.
Sorry for the late night thoughts. Resist and sleep well